i'm beginning to think that * is a hypocrite.
fuck it man!
i don't wanna hate * but i got a feeling * is hating me
i think * is saying stuff behind my back
idk
i hope its just me and not the truth
i really do want this friend, *.
hmm, i will still love love * until i make this thing clear
soon lah, not today, not now
i don't wanna get into conflicts with * now
bad time ah
but i feel so ....
i hope i can talk to someone about this.
hais ....
althought ** tell me that on that day, * isn't saying _______
but i still remeber it vividly
** can't lie to me about * but its the feeling
idk lah.
i hope its not true.
all are just hallucination!
and we are still good friends like last time
but i feel that * is slowly forgetting me as a friend
* no longer talks to me and all
hmm ....