Unglued Love!

2010-03-18T13:00:00.000+08:00

WTF!!!!!!

2010-03-16T12:50:00.000+08:00

i'm so sorry baby
but i gotta pack up and leave
but i'll always remember how we came close
to being what i wanted to be
i wanted you baby
i wanted you

but i don't feel good and i'm even more confused now.

2010-02-25T20:04:00.003+08:00

wassup people!

anyone craving for some sexlicious pastry?
nmuahaha!!!
bought a new pair of shoes yesterday :D
AGAIN! :)
glam pie high dunks!

sexayyeeee?
hahaha!
i wanted the baby phat one
but the design that i want sold out :(
bought some 3/4 shorts there as well
next, the neon colour bag :D
muahahah!
that's gonna be my poly bag eh!
oh my!
spending money like water fall.....
oh, i bought hoodie as well
from topman!
yes, topMAN!
but it's nice :D
i think there goes my this month pay and cny money!
bank amount left: 59bux (not even 60bux okay!!!)
luckily!
i managed to psycho my dad to give me 70bux
so now i have 80bux with me
gonna deposit in my bank and let it rot till my next pay!
am not gonna spend anymore!
cravings for british takeaway naoxzxzxz.....
and nab! i know i still owe you one!
poor me :(
whose gonna feed me when i'm broke!!!??? :'(

everything's all gooooood :) PEACE! :D

2010-01-28T22:43:00.002+08:00

have been working these few days
woohooooo!!!!!!!
i'm quite happy actually :D
hahahaha!
for some reasons, i love to work
LOL!
the basement of somerset 313 is open
lots of food sia!
damn!
confirm grow fat liao :(
gonna work for 10hours tmr
DIE!!!!!!!
then after that got prata supper session with kenn and raynee
yeehawwww!!!
btw, i got into ngee ann poly information and technology
i appealed for real estate though
hope i can get in!
if not, info tech is not bad also :D
hahaha!
can't wait for school to start!

2010-01-25T23:18:00.003+08:00

Please bang the wall and die!!!???
All those fuckers that keep pn putting pressure on my little weak shoulders
please FOND (fuck off and die)
seriously!
People knowadays are fucked up
they can't think and neither can I
even the person I love most is giving me pressure
so you tell me
who else wouldn't?
I thought that you will be thoughtful for me but nope you did not.
I thought that you could understand but
nope you did not.
I thought that you will give me more support than anyone else through my hard times but nope you did not.
You have changed if you still did not realize it yourself
you give me temper, throw me your attitude and do the things that you know will irritate me.
You have successfully acccomplished the task of "getting on my nerves!"
thanks motherfucker(s)!
My heart is aching but it's really a lot better to just forget it rather than still holding on to that fraction of our love okay!
You think I'm playing you then so be it.
I don't really give a fuck cause i had enough of you
for goodness sake, give me some time and space to think okay!
Stop asking me, every minute every day, that what am I gonna do and all.
it's driving me nutssssssss!!!!

2010-01-12T15:22:00.002+08:00

fuck english o level!
yes, i failed
i got a friggin D7.
totally pull my points down to 19
lucky got cca so it's 17.
told you i ain't that clever right
hahaha!
dumb me
now i have to retake the exam again when i'm in poly
piece of bullshit (plus cow dung) manxzxzxzx!
hahaha!
but what's done cannot be undone
i'm gonna start preparing now so i wouldn't regret again
i'm gonna prove that i can score at least a B4 :)
ms manjit is gonna help me but what is more important is i need to help myself
they told me it will be easy
i really do hope so
i told my cotton on manager
"if i fail, i come work cotton on for a year and promote to manager ah."
hahaha!
so i will be the youngest manager there
hahahaha!
alright
time to work hard
gonna go popular to get some books and go school to talk to ms manjit

it's been 2months together and 9months of liking :)
i know we have been so busy nowadays
i believe we will get over this and let go of all the bad happenings :D
love ya!

2010-01-04T23:59:00.001+08:00

work like shit today
was really happy in the middle of that
muahahaha!
but yeah, most of all, it's the 4th today
yeeehaaaa!!!
i love you so much.
can't eait for 12th to be here
got a pleasant surprise :)
hehehe!
nothing moody today
just that i am damn bored this morning cause everyone in school
nobody to text to
hahaha!
weixiang first day need to write compo already
poor thing!
i hope i can faster get my results back and be happy about it
i hope it is what i target for man!
if not i am gonna repeat another year till i get the results i want!
determine ah. hahahaha!
alright
happy schooling peeps :D
bye!

2010-01-03T02:29:00.001+08:00

woohoo!
I CREATE A SECRET BLOG!
muahahahahaha!

2010-01-03T01:17:00.003+08:00

B is suspecting me.
i think everyone hates me.
(even though wei xiang and yuan zhong say they don't, but still.....)
today is a bad day.
quarrel with B.
kena cold shoulder by THOSE PEOPLE *roll eyes*
kena ps by THOSE PEOPLE *roll eyes again*
went to shop at flea titan :)
which makes me happy again
bought a fringe dress, toga dress, bandage skirt, a ring, a pair of earring and a bag
total up: 50bux spent (chi-ching)
p/s: imagine chi-ching as the open cashier sound.
leejie bought the most stuff among us
lucky girl
she got all the cheap things lah!
hais, she's a good bargainer :)
she spent lesser but got more
i very sad
the person don't wanna lower the price for me
only lower 2bux.
:( :( :(
but nvm :D
at least it relieve half of my sadness
i think i wanna have a private blog that only weiling can access to it
cause she is there to be with me when THOSE PEOPLE ps me
i'm blessed to have such a good friend
i believe in karma
so whatever that they do to me now will return back to them 10 times worse.
i don't wanna curse and swear about them cause god told me not to dwell on the past and to forgive and forget
well, i tried.
so now if they are not gonna talk to me and just give me cold shoulder, i will learn to keep quiet.
hope they wouldn't regret on what they did to me.
i feel like crying cause i trusted her to change when she say she will but no
i don't wanna control everything cause you will say i always wanna control
so i am not gonna care
i changed :)
but nope, you didn't even for a friggin change single bit.
take today for example
what did you do today when you reach boonlay?
babe think okay, think :)
god will bless me to have better friends
god will! i have faith in him to do so!
muahahaha! then i will forget about those people.
hehehehe!
and yes! i should really create a secret blog to rant about all this stuff.
ily weiling!
you are still the best!

motherf***ers! hehehehe!!! karma karma karma!

and B, you should start trusting me more
an seriously, if i wanna keep it to myself, please let me do so!
i love you :)

2009-12-21T21:56:00.002+08:00

super tired and busy these few days
have been working morning shifts for cotton on
worst is, i didn't know the morning peak hour was so scary!
it's like it can take 15min just to travel from my house to jurong interchange where it usually only takes about 5-8min.
MY GOODNESS!
the train is like 10 times worst
1 hour plus plus to travel to somerset
*faint*
imagine how early i have to wake up to bath, dry hair, prepare, think of what to wear, do make up and travel all the way there before 8.15AM!!!!!!
cotton on in the morning is not as busy as the afternoon lah
i'm so lucky that i got straight 5 days of morning shifts
i went shopping just now after my work
it was crowded like SIAO!
must squeeze here squeeze there than can get through
ANOTHER MY GOODNESS!
small boy met me for lunch and shopping
seriously, i think i got eating disorder
i only eat lunch and my stomach is full the whole day until the next day lunch
have been shopping a lot lately
hahahaha!
i think i earn a lot ah, that's why.
but NOOOOOO!
I DON'T!
it's because i got this good progress award thingy that is like 200bux!!!!!!
so i can to spend it
the world is ending
don't bother saving your money kay :D
spend it like everything is on sales yo!
and moreover, it's christmas now!
it's the all the more you should go for shopping lah
the stuff i bought can be use as uniform also
so it's like one stone kill two birds :)
christmas is coming
so everything is gonna be gracious, happy and merry
forget about all the unhappy stuff and be glorified!!!
muahahahaaaa!
btw, anyone wanna come my church on thurs from 4.30pm to about 6pm?
please contact me okay :D
it's a christmas love drama
it is gonna be super nice
i guarantee! :)
gonna have dance tmr
so bye :D:D:D:D

2009-12-15T23:02:00.004+08:00

nothing much really happens these few days
watched my taiwan drama show
dance
dance
and more dance
ohhhhhh!
AND SHOPPING!!!!
hahahaha!
met up with weiling and meiying yesterday ngiht
talk talk for awhile then left
muahahaha!
i miss them so much
hope someone can get for me something in taiwan yeaah *hint hint*
hahahahah!
bought a new phone few days back
finally got my free sms contract
(i know i'm lag. DON'T JUDGE)
anyway, gonna do some mexican dance shit for the next few days
it's mrs chng idea
suppose to work at rubi @ suntec
but just got a notice that they transferred me to cotton on @ somerset 313
AWWWWWWESOMEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHA!
been really fucked up and happy at the same time for these few days
but the shopping at the super dope 4 stories forever 21 @ somerset 313 makes me relax
hahaha!

2009-12-09T13:07:00.002+08:00

YOG WAS AWWWWWWESOME!
hahahah!
can't believe we were so high yesterday
did the bang bang boogie routine for YOG opening ceremony yesterday
it was really really awesome
i was super high when i step into the stage
we kept on raising the roof (inside joke :D)
my legs were wobbly already when it was the locking part
well, that only means i gave almost all my energy for bang bang boogie
locking part was awesome
and everything else was awesome
so want to perform again lah!!!
the high-ness continue when we were walking to the bus stop
kept on marking the steps and everything
hahahahaha!
super fun time yesterday
well, i hope this fun would last
the irritated feeling is beginning to arouse again
i hate it
but i can't control it
so.......
after performance, went to just acia to have our dinner
AGAIN!
hahahah!
we are like the regular customers already!
head to dhoby ghaut green
the guys cypher
me and jaslyn went home at 11pm
was suppose to meet the girls at 5am in the morning
but obviously i slept till now!
jaslyn's still not awake cause she went to find them in the middle of the night
i was sleeping like a pig so i did not went to find them
guess i have to watch my drama show while waiting for her
bye bye! :D:D:D

not that awesome (fill in the blanks)

2009-12-04T22:00:00.002+08:00

regarding the facebook group "i hate justin bieber"
GET A LIFE YO!
you guys can't criticise him or say he's a girl/gay/whatever you say
if you guys csn't be more talented or professional than him, then shut up mouth and keep those bad comments to yourself
joke that he is justin "bitchber"?
well, at least better than you!
you are worst than a bitch to criticise him like that
not that i'm over protective of him as a fan
but i really think the group started out of jealousy
if you are jealous, it does not make anything better by calling him gay or whatsoever
he is obviously better and talented than any of us
unless someone can get noticed by another artist and get even more famous at the age of 15
not trying to scold anyone here
but i think the group is very mean to even tries to criticise him
i think he has more fans than haters so its alright :)
hahahahahahah!

2009-11-28T00:57:00.002+08:00

i hope the world ends like the movie 2012 so i can don't face all the irritating people and troubles
it sucks like seriously!
i can't stand another moment of this man
i really feel like dying
the performance went okay
the guys were awesome
i forgot my steps as usual -.-
still went well though
ate and now i'm back to be a couch potato
well, thinking through of what happen today
teared.
gonna shuddup and skip this part
so......
gonna watch my show and sleep
see you guys tmr at 4pm at clementi bus interchange!
CAN'T WAIT FOR TMR'S TON-ING!!! :D:D:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATIQAH!

why people changes so easily? it sucks.

2009-11-27T00:06:00.003+08:00

its been long since i update
many things happen
not gonna talk about it
bad thing: 1) intruder. bitch that never seem to fuck off. a wtf person.
2) someone super thick skin. also never seem to fuck off. suck up bitch.
good things: dance. dance. more dance :)
so......
yesterday was yvonne's brithday
my dearest!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D:D:D
today.......
went to contemp
chng ask me whether i can dance for YOG so i said yes
learn the dance
showed mr eugene
went pretty awesome :D
head to MOS at cityvibe with Nab, Ama, Jas, Keith, Elias, ZM.
underpass to dance
Just Acia to eat dinner after dancing
just acia is like the best place to have dinner after dancing
free flow of drinks and ICE SCREAMMMMMM! (ice cream)
was quite pissed btw.
totally feel like telling her to fuck off but i didn't.
skip skip skip the bad part.
esplanade with B to practise dane and had a talk
well, i'm pretty irritated with things now.
not really all B stuff
but just some of them
i feel like locking myself in my room and not go out tmr but i can't
i have dance performance
i don't pretty much wanna see her face btw
but i have no choice
i feel like sleeping tonight and never wake up
the world is a mess!
or maybe its just my life
my life sucks
i encourage all friends to leave me
and special friend to leave me as well
in case i get even more demanding and all
get a better friend and a better girl :)
its an advice cause i don't think i deserve you guys and .....
if you guys still prefer to stick around me, i might really lock myself up so i don't see someones face.
for real!
i had enough
i hope she can fuck off so that everything will be how it is one and a half years back
totally regretted for ...........................
Bye to people who are still reading this empty like siao space!

one piece of advice. you fuck off or i go away myself. can't stand a moment around you.

2009-11-12T23:01:00.002+08:00

O's over!!!!!!!!!
all wild people gonna party all night :D
hahaha!
today is the happiest day of my life
its finally official
i love you so much okay?
its never gonna change
was touch to see the letter you gave
i hate you so much man!
make me cry like twice in a day
go bang wall lah!
hahahaha!
and girls, this is the last time you guys bluff me to help him ah!
ITS A WARNING!
i hope everything turns out well, seriously :)

if i had one wish, i'd spent it all on you...........

2009-11-03T22:49:00.002+08:00

managed to catch jennifer's body and this is it!
MJ is just awesomest awesome okay?
friggin teard when its the Smooth Criminal part
it is my fav. MJ song
why?
hahaha!
its really stupid!
when i was young, i was super fantasized about the 45 degree thingy that he can do

i found him super dope!
that's why i love that song so much!
then those stupid media have to say that its fake cause they put some magnet thingy
but its alright!
i will continue to be deceived in my small little world and enjoy Smooth Criminal :)
muahahaaaa!
sneaked someone in for Jennifer's Body
Megan Fox is just so friggin SEXAAAAYYYYEEEE
a guy could easily fall for her okay
and its the sane for girls
seriously lah!
who else can be so sexy?
even Angelina Jolie lose out as compared to her.
her body is dope :)
MJ is even better
he's like the only one that understand the fact about conserving the nature
and human cannot manipulate the nature in the way we want
seriously!
he should continue to live and even be the ambassador for nature
it starts with us!
the government is too busy earning money that they don't friggin care about conserving energy and stuff that harm the nature/world.
alright, i sound like a eco-noob here
but its just the fact.
tmr is physics paper
hope i can do well cause chem was a blast :D:D:D

just a few more days, ily :)

2009-10-25T14:40:00.002+08:00

1 more day to O level
pray for my people!
hahahaha!
BY FAITH, I CAN GET 14 AND BELOW FOR L1B4!
GAMBATTE!!!!!!!!

sorry for the hiatus! love you so very much :)

2009-10-18T16:10:00.006+08:00

hey people!
just woke up on my birthday afternoon
reached home at around 7am yoxzxzxz!
first of all
i wanna thank everyone that make the party a success
obviously they did cause they got me super shocked!
i thought it was gonna be a slak slack boring party with only 8 people
but it turn out to be a boomz boomz 23 people!
the love box part was totally a shocked
and i really never cry like such a bitch in my whole life before!
thanks once again!
THANKS church cell group for the shirt and the lovely card
THANKS alex, jamuel and ian for going all the way to the east just to get the BBQ food :D
THANKS zach, junliang, jonathan, hendrick, elias, joshua, zhiming, fauzi and jon for coming to the party :D
THANKS jordan and keith for supplying the venue :D
THANKS jamuel for singing Kidnap My Heart :D
THANKS amelia for all the facebook photos :D
THANKS atiqah for the super sweet chocolate :D
THANKS the krisha, yvonne, jaslyn, amelia, shafiqah and amanda for planning, making the huge card and the most heart warming present :D
THANKS jaslyn and weiling for accompaning bryle to everywhere just to get all the stuff for the party :D
THANKS nab for sing the cutest One Time, Down and Pressure. oh, and planning the party too :D
and last but not least
THANKS bryle for everything!
it definitely the sweetest sweet 16th birthday party i will never ever forgot!
am very touched.
hope you guys had fun yesterday :)

2009-10-17T00:23:00.002+08:00

23 HOUR AND 30 MIN MORE TO ......

MY SWEET SINXTEEN

BIRHTDAY!!!!!!!!

hahahaa!

hope you were there...

2009-10-14T20:36:00.007+08:00

JUSTIN BIEBER IS THE

SEXIEST/HAWTEST/CUTEST

THANG!

MUAHAHAHAA!
kinda going gaga for him now
he's 15 and yet so friggin talented
and most of all
HE'S FRIGGIN HAWT!

One Time - Justin Bieber

the music video cannot be embedded so got the url here :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0-qQdw7Xpv4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BeN3RoP-1xQ

check it out ya! :D

2009-10-06T22:05:00.004+08:00

so i guess you get in huh?
what's the big deal?
please don't treat it like you really make a huge effort to do the dance!
almost all your steps bite from CSTD, SYF and fantastic five
it only shows you have no originality and no personal dance style that you have to rip steps and pose it
your behaviour and attitude for dance just sucks
seriously!
Chng must be blind to choose your team
get some sense of originality young girl
ripping off won't get you far
oh, and please stop walking around the school with you "hip hop" wear
its not like you're some dope shit or something.
everyone's getting bored of you, i'm serious....
you have to have your own style to stand out, girl.

stick it up your small puny mind and remember this!

2009-09-30T11:30:00.002+08:00

oh my oh my oh my!
i totally forgot about the tickets to "Micheal Jackson This Is It" movie!
damn it!
they started sales on sept 27
i hope i can get the tickets yozxzxzx
so wanna see him on the big screen right in front of me!
muahahaha!
watching VMA 2009 now
DOPE!
TAYLOR LAUTNER IS FRIGGIN HAWWWWWT!
and i'm sill sick
thatr's why i'm at home
poor thing lah!

i somehow miss school eh.

2009-09-29T12:36:00.003+08:00

well yes!
i'm sick again
congrats???
fuck shit lah!
2009 is a bad year
idk get sick how many times already leh
the doctor see me and ask me am i very weak
cause my report is like crap!
gonna start eating healthy veg everyday
no wait!
but i love veg and i DO eat them everyday
oh oh, except those days when i go out and HAVE to eat burger king with some ass
hahahah!
alright, time for the weak one to go to bed :)

i want Jaslyn's choco muffin :(

2009-09-25T21:41:00.004+08:00

next mon is the last day for prelim
am excited for the results yoxzxzx
gonna get cher bag
am excited too :D:D:D
hahaha!
hope i can get a high pay job for my holidays
gonna save up for dance courses :)
best is parents supply me with many many blue notes lah
i doubt they will give a lot either
so might as well work for myself right.
hahaha! i'm independent okay :P
missed today's cg steamboat
have tuition ah
SEE! i'm good and independent girl
muahahahahaaa!

2009-09-21T01:17:00.005+08:00

flea titans @ dempsey hills!
friggin loads of people and i hate squeezing with people
took a friggin long time to go there
nearly got lost
the stuff there are pretty nice
my mum didn't allow me to get any
after O's then can
WTFFFFF!
muahahahaaaa!
went to Suntec dance finals :D
it was friggin awesome to the max!
the teams and soloist were DOPE SHIT yaw!
friggin love 'if you happy and you know it clap your hands'
they won first :D:D:D
*three cheers*
awesome performance by Last For One ( some korean bboy crew)
the last part was the cypher
Jon, Jordan and Cravis went up!!!
they were super dope lah!
their side got darren and this hyperactive sexy male dancer
they bboy-ed and darran hip hop-ed :)
uh huh! told you its awesome!
had a fantaaaaaastic night
the dance video will be on theresa facebook
its gonna be hyped to the max
crazy loads of screaming (yes, by me and amanda)
should have brought my cam but noooooooo :(
anyway, had to start mugging for the rest of my exams for tmr and tues
had two days of fun
now is study time
gotta go sleep now
peace out people!

i think i'm inspired to learn bgirl now :O

2009-09-18T19:05:00.006+08:00

tiring week yoxzxzxz
prelims started and i have been mugging like *&%@#$^
muahahahaaaa!
give today's OPM a missed cause i have tuition and revision
my parents is being an ass to only let me out on sat
i wanna watch suntec finals this sunday!
hope my parents allow yoxzxzx
so gonna kill myself if i miss it!!!
hahahaha!

2009-09-14T22:00:00.002+08:00

should i change to onsugar?
i had an account already
but only haven start using it and i don't really know how to use
hmm, its at least better than blogger.
blogger is beginning to suck big time
i can't upload some pictures until i restart my comp
maybe you guys will see me in onsugar
still deciding
just remember to relink me if i really kiss goodbye to blogger :D
hahaha!

2009-09-14T19:08:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYLE FLORES!

hope you like the blue dickies and sketchbook :D

2009-09-13T17:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDAAAAA!
mama promise you to not abuse you anymore and give you more allowance kay :D
be a happy kiddo
keep smiling :D:D:D
STAY PRETTY!
mama love you always :)

2009-09-11T22:57:00.018+08:00

celebrated elias, amanda and bryle's birthday @ Jordan Tinz place :D

had a really awesome time
spent lots of time getting present, planning, getting everyone together and many many more.....
glad it ended well :)
thanks all for coming yeah!
picts not completely uploaded!
this is gonna be really picture heavy.
(lots of it taken by Jon cause he was ....... DRUNK!)
MUAHAHAHAAAA!

2009-09-08T19:27:00.002+08:00

Jordan's house sleepover was..............
AWESOMEEEEEEE!
muahahahaaa!
tons of laughter
tons of beer
tons of craziness
tons of tiredness.
hahahahaa!
his guest room bed even nicer than my own bed luh
hahahahahaaa!
we went off to sui jing's chalet
the place is like awesome also
hahahaaa!
overall, enjoyed this two days of playing
after tmr's party for the sept babies, i'm gonna really start studying for my prelims

huimin is happy :D

2009-08-31T21:49:00.003+08:00

it always end up me neglecting the other one
past tense is like that
present also like that
if you don't think your significant to me
seriously, don't throw me all your "i love you"
cause i really see no point in saying it
i'm soooooo sorry that i can't multitask
its my fault for being dumb
maybe it will help a lot if you get a girl who can multitask since it is so important to you
i guess i'm just a "nobody"
i guess i'm not ready for a relationship
i guess i should learn to be clever and get a guy who know that i really treat him significantly
i guess being unable to multitask isn't a simple issue
i guess i should pick up new skills
i guess i should just concentrate on my studies and fuck off from anyone's life till my O's is over
i'm not going anyway tmr
i would never take another risk to hurt myself again
i don't wanna end up crying like a bitch again
have fun without me peeps!

never trust anyone again, not anymore.

2009-08-30T22:47:00.001+08:00

muahahahahaaaa!
tmr is teacher's day celebration!!!
am very very excited yoxzxzx
can't wait to see the performance tmr :D

stuck in the middle.

2009-08-26T21:55:00.002+08:00

well, i guess you should know it by now
seriously, try to make the steps more decent and not slutty
i will definitely change my opinions about you :D
anyway, school+tuition is boring
luckily no more focus now
muahahahaaa!
i'm finally free!!!!
i gotta feeling! woohoo!

don't think much. you should know i love you :D

2009-08-24T20:13:00.002+08:00

i don't feel like talking right now
i really want to be left alone
i wanna ask questions
but i think its better if i keep it to myself
i don't think anyone can comfort me
not even you.
so i will not answer your call tonight
don't worry about me
i'm gonna be cheerful and happy again.

utterly disappointed and speechless.

2009-08-23T22:20:00.003+08:00

the guys won 2nd place for CSTD

i believe they can do better
blame it on the ballet team that has super beautiful technique
haha!
the video of their dance is on facebook
had real fun yesterday
hope i can do well for my oral tmr
GOD BLESS ME!

heels are like chocolate without kg's.

2009-08-22T14:03:00.003+08:00

gonna go prepare for later :)
good luck for he CSTD guys!
i'll pray for you'll to win alright :D
hahahaha!
okay, i think i'll be late sia
SH*T!
haha! got to go.
will blog the results tonight :)

me not angry lah! aiyo. HAHAHA!

2009-08-17T18:29:00.003+08:00

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS!

you don't care?
you sure?
guilty conscious?
yes, you are and you better be!
c'mon, think again babe
who is the one that start to judge the girls?
who is the one who started the whole conflict?
who is the one that lie to the girls?
who is the one that is being such a two face over here?
YOU!
just in case you haven realise what you have done to us, don't blog like you are super innocent
i'm feeling sad because i still treat you as my friend
as what the girls say, what for being sad for you when you don't even care?
that's why i say, its always everyone faults and not yours
yeah, maybe i should reflect
then i will realise that being sad for you is the last thing to do.
thanks for being such a great friend for the past years!
being frank, i didn't think you are that bad until everyone come together and realise what you have done to us
i don't need you as a friend anymore
and i think you are better off alone anyway
this will be the last post i'm gonna post about how i feel towards you as a friend
i'm not gonna care much after today
after i cry all my emotions out..........

2009-08-14T23:35:00.001+08:00

SUNTEC DANCE COMPETITION IS TMR!
gonna go there and watch people dance :D
am excited
am anticipating
am sleepy
Goodnight!

i really have nothing to say about you except for BITCH!!!!

2009-08-12T21:51:00.002+08:00

i know somthing that only one person know!
muahahahah!
i can threaten you!
okay, so school sucks
like seriously
i'm just so tired about school
i wanna die......

i think i just lost a friend.....

2009-08-09T12:02:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :D

Bunny's birthday party yesterday
went to pool for a while
then head to PS
ate and went to check movie time
it was all full
went to cine to check again
full also
so we slacked at HK cafe
The End!

when everyone agrees at it
someone had to spoil the plan
if you don't want, just voice out lah
then we would stick to whatever that is planned
nobody minds about it you know?
its not as though anyone used a gun to point at you and force you to say yes
planning for a run?
how great!
i guess its gonna end up to be my fault again and nobody else
thanks so much for what a great day yesterday :)
i always end up being blamed for nothing
maybe next time i should just shut up huh?
i need self-control seriously badly!

2009-08-07T23:33:00.001+08:00

celebrated national day in school
had real fun today
here goes the pics!
(not in order)

went to SD and ask info about the lanyard
its gonna arrive next sunday!
CAN'T WAIT!!!!

2009-08-06T08:11:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUNNY!

wakakaka!

teeheehee!

muahaha!

hehehee!

heehaaheehaa!

its been 4 years

never thought that we would be so close

i'll always be there for you

love you lots yah!

*you will always be my little bunny(inside joke)*

YEAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

2009-08-03T16:04:00.001+08:00

blogging in school now

waiting or some gundu babi to finsih dancing so that i can go eat my dinner

me hungry

me bored

me doing homework like a good kiddo :D

2009-07-27T10:49:00.003+08:00

managed to sneak out on saturday for Daniel Chua birthday party

i was so surprised that i have the ability to sneak out when my parents were sleeping

WOOHOO!

in the end my mum called and shouted at me

obviously i shout back

but i decided to send her a text saying sorry and stuff

and i told her i'm fine, not wsick anymore

so she called again and say "okay, just come home before 9pm"

and i was like "OHMYGAWDDD! ILY!"

apparently, spend lots of time settling some stuff

and seoul garden has no seats

so we went to Swensens

i tell you, if this is going on for every weekend

i can totally forget about saving money anymore

just saved $50 and was happy enough that i can buy SD shirt

then i spend it on food

hais.

i'm gonna start saving again.

yesterday was Jordan's party at his place

its fun!

but the bbq part was super tiring

i didn't help much

amanda did a lot of work

she should take the credit

only ate 1 hotdog cause i'm sick

i can't eat the wings and all

and i ate this thailand rice with this crispy crispy thing

its quite nice yoxzxzx

didn't know that thai eat those

play, laugh, chat and all

went home at around 9pm

suppose to be 8 reached home cause my mum doesn't want me out

she scared i sick again

the fire took such a long time to start and cook and food

so delay luh

anyway, party like a rockstar for this weekend

i ahd enough of parties man

two weeks straight all party sia

haha!

pictures will be uploaded soon alright
its in amelia's camera

thanks for staying by my side when i'm sick.

2009-07-25T17:37:00.001+08:00

shit!
i have to find ways to sneak out of my house!
AHHHHHH!

2009-07-24T10:58:00.000+08:00

stupid fever!
kiss my ass and fuck off for the rest of my life can!?
have been really sick yesterday and now i am fine(i think)
but i think i'm gonna give a missed to Daniel's and Jordan's party
i doubt my parents will allow me to go out
got sent home from school yesterday cause my temperature is 38.1
then when i'm home
i take again and my temperature was a freaking 39.0!
i really wish i can go out!
hais.....
this suck
why don't i get sick when its weekdays
stupid idiot fever!
go away from me!

i hope i get well soon, really soon.

2009-07-20T14:48:00.001+08:00

currently blogging in the comp lab now

my head is killing me

idk what happen but suddenly got headache since maths remedial lesson

fucking moody lah

jeremy's headache pills are adsolutely no use on me

idk why

and i still need to do F&N now

i wanna faster finish and go home!

am having a really bad day.

btw, THANKS JORDAN FOR THE IPOD! :D:D:D

feel like dying now......

2009-07-19T23:51:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BRITHDAY NABNAB!

yes, its nab's birthday today :D
dedicate to you all the sweetest photo at the awesome-est party of 2009!

super sweet right!?

yeah, long story but just had to know that its nab 15th birthday

and we celebrated it at krisha's house.

it was fun and definitely the bestest birthday anyone of us had been to

hahahaaaa!

rest of the photos at Jaslyn's blog or facebook :D

enjoy viewing

many many unglam photo :P

happy birthday pretty girl :D

2009-07-16T17:30:00.002+08:00

last sunday, went shopping
i love my mum :D
bought me a pair of nike dunks
which made me happy
and the dunks is red colour
double happiness :D:D:D
hahahaaa!
i can't wait for saturday
hehe....

i wanna hug some stupid babi now! haha!

2009-07-15T17:23:00.000+08:00

i'm beginning to think that * is a hypocrite.
fuck it man!
i don't wanna hate * but i got a feeling * is hating me
i think * is saying stuff behind my back
idk
i hope its just me and not the truth
i really do want this friend, *.
hmm, i will still love love * until i make this thing clear
soon lah, not today, not now
i don't wanna get into conflicts with * now
bad time ah
but i feel so ....
i hope i can talk to someone about this.
hais ....
althought ** tell me that on that day, * isn't saying _______
but i still remeber it vividly
** can't lie to me about * but its the feeling
idk lah.
i hope its not true.
all are just hallucination!
and we are still good friends like last time
but i feel that * is slowly forgetting me as a friend
* no longer talks to me and all
hmm ....

2009-07-10T20:46:00.002+08:00

tired week!
I'M SICK!
take note!
S-I-C-K!!!!!
i didn't contract H1N1 so don't worry :)
love the girls
they sent me "get well soon" text
hmm, i hope so too
being sick isn't a pleasure yoxzxzxzx
oral was okay today
the convo question was quite easy
its about our views on people that does not give seats to the old and disabled.
quite easy to elaborate for me
hmm, i hope i can go church tmr cause my parents don't wanna let me out
they want me to rest at home
i wanna go church
i wanna be healed!
pray that i will have a miracle tmr!
GOD! HEAL ME! BLESS ME!

its been 5 days.......

2009-07-05T21:27:00.002+08:00

finished all my homework!
ME IS HAPPY!
now i have nothing to worry about for tmr
i'm gonna party like a rockstar!
hahahaaa!
watching Transfomers tmr
:D:D:D:D:D

wanna hug you so much right now.

2009-07-04T23:56:00.001+08:00

we are bored lah! haha!
i'm not ready, i think :P

church, town

ate pastamania and walked to taka to buy auntie anne's while we wait for nad, aman and jon
hilarious things happen!
*inside joke ah :)
suppose to watch Transformer with them but we came lateand the movie starts at 6.15pm
no choice.
but we're gonna watch on Monday :D:D:D
everyone says its nice
i think its because of Megan Fox luh
hahahaaa!
bus-ed to Esplanade to take bus home cause its nearer
ohohohohohoh!
i love god
i realise every time i miss church, something bad will happen
i'm gonna devote all my heart to church now
god, BLESS ME!

maybe i'm just worrying too much :)

2009-07-03T23:41:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NICO AND KEITH LOW!!!!!!!!!

everything before and after Nico's party was a disaster today
first, got angry with *
then, got pissed with **
after, got even more worked up with ***
at the party, was a little upset cause i have to go already
not blaming anyone but yeah ...........
have been waiting the whole week for this then in the end ..........
hais ........
FUCK!
nvm, tmr will be better
GOD BLESS ME AHHHHH!
pictures time! :D

is she talking to me? i don't think i answered her.arm
nick and kim

meiying sister :)

beloved Bunny!

we look alike? O.o

many says we look like sisters O.o

OMG! WHAT'S WITH MY FACE!?

love the girls :)

on the way to Nico's party
joshua shy shy ah! haha!
BABY S*********!

okay, that's the end :)

ily, but i ain't sure ......

2009-06-30T20:02:00.002+08:00

school starts.
school is boring.
school is full of shit.
school is a piece of shit.
school is so troublesome.
school says must have social distancing but .....
school is full of people.
how to have social distancing?
school is weird.
school teaches crap stuff.
i said all this cause i want more holidays!
dammit!

don't worry!

2009-06-28T12:52:00.003+08:00

yesterday was GREAT FANTASTIC SUPERB!
we didn't managed to catch he guys performance at Orchard in time
its such a pity lah
we rushed all the way there leh
after, went to Heeren then Cineleisure
slack around
ate Pastamania.
went to Esplanade to slack at the rooftop
reached there and realise its too hot
some of the guys went to bboy at the lower floor of Esplanade
Josh so hardworking lah!
bring homework there leh
i still haven finish and i'm not panicking about it at all!
that guy still going TBG today
later no time ah!
haha!
saw some of the junior girls at Suntec Mac
heard that the girls didn't get into the semi-finals of OMOF
CHEER UP!
there will be other chances :)
after lots of wasting time, waiting for some idiot :P
we went back to Cineleisure to support The Preamble gig.
so sorry for not going to the flea, pork and weiling
i'm like going everywhere lah!
after that, went back to Suntac (again) to meet the rest
packed Mac to eat at rooftop
and ....... MIRACULOUSLY!
the fireworks for the preview of NDP started!
idk if its fated or what but ..........
i still can't believe we catch a fireworks together!
hahahaaaa!
it really made my day lah
yes, i really cherish the last time we go out for the month :)
went back home after slaking a while at esplanade
thanks a lot for everything!

falling deeper.

2009-06-26T11:58:00.003+08:00

NICK AND DENNIS!
i'm so sorry i didn't turn up for yesterday's party
i promise to make it up to you alright :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENNIS!
all the best in your career/studies/dance!
yesterday was okay
hope saturday will be even better :)
last time of the month
i hope we really cherish it
cause when school reopens
i don't think we can go out anymore
and about ******.
idk why i'm feeling bad for her
but i hope she will be okay
and i hope she wouldn't hate me
OMG!
feel like dying right now
i'm feeling like a jerk
i think i'm a bitch, a worst person anyone can meet.
ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG!!!!!
just recieved a shocking news
nick's arm dislocated!
hope you get well soon alright
Bunny and Jaslyn at hospital now
hope he's alright
get well soon
i will go and find you tmr if i can :)

girls are getting emotional nowadays.

2009-06-24T20:33:00.002+08:00

i guess everything is okay now
i love you a lot alright
i know you do too
its just that we both need serious assurance from each other
trust me, it will get better :)
remember, there are no boundaries :D
ily, a lot.
thanks Nab, Jaslyn and Jon! thanks a lot :)
love you all big big!
going to study at Bugis library tmr and then head to BBQ
i'm still not sure if i can go to the BBQ but i'll try my very very best alright
if i can't go, sorry nick!
i promise to make it up to you guys alright :)
love lots :D

just something for you:

A little love,
little kiss
A litlle hug,
little gift
all of little something
these are our memories

You make me cry
make me smile
make me feel that love is true
You always stand by my side
I don't want to say goodbye

You make me cry
make me smile
make me feel
the joy of love
oh kissing you
Thank you for all the love
you always give to me
oh I love you

Yes I do,
I always do

2009-06-23T20:46:00.003+08:00

a whole lot mixture of feelings today
happy then happier then lonely then even happier then happy and then moody
hmm, don't ask me why ...................
i think i should talk to Jaslyn and Nabnab
hais hais .........
i feel so ..... UUURRRRGGGGHHHHHH!
sometimes i feel like i'm just someone that happened to walk past your life and that's all
not significant enough to change your opinion to some stuff
not important enough for you to care about
not capable enough for your trust
i need a hug from anyone so badly right now
any random people wanna hug me?
you want? you want?

restricted, sad, no idea what to do next.

2009-06-22T22:48:00.000+08:00

went to cityvibe for a short while!
yes, short short while!!!!!!!
then went to Kovan to meet Jaslyn and a lot other people :)
train-ed all the way there from jurong
my butt like numb already lah!
they went fo prawning and i didn't join
stupid parents
don't let me out till the very last moment!
spending tmr with nab
then will meet others at around 6pm to head to WCP
woohoo!
its slacking time again :D:D:D

hate how much i love you

2009-06-21T23:37:00.000+08:00

ZOMGGGGGG!
can you believe it?
142 confirm cases of H1N1 in singapore already leh
suppose to have extended holidays for students
now don't have cause the ministry say we should lead life normally
FUCK!
i want more holidays
idk how things will turn like when i'm in school
anyway, Marina Barage was fun :)
i can't post picts that we took there
my USB cable crazy already!
ahhhhhh!
but we had so much fun lah :D:D:D
performed SYF and BLEEDING LOVE!
woohoo!
i love BLEEDING LOVE dance!
not bad leh
went to town with nab and other guys
then got seperated cause they say they very extra
went Taka to eat
then esplanade to celebrate fauzi's belated birthday
so sweet lah!
don't what to say liao
then there was this alone time
so some stuff happen and it totally flipped my mood upside down and inside out
i was moody at first cause of balloons
CHEEBYE!
yes! that's my word for balloonsssssss!

its a good thing you initiated the hug. ily so much :)

2009-06-17T12:03:00.004+08:00

YESYES!

that yellow guy, HARDCORE SEXY DIAMOND FAN!
haha!
the past few days was nice although i need to survive $30 a week
my dad's going crazy about my phone bill!
hmm, i think i should listen to him for just once
cause he was on the verge to ground me!
F***!
can't go out till friday!
good time to play comp
*ahem ahem*
i mean, rush through my homework
i am good kiddo :)
hahahahahaaaaa!

i love you alright. i'm sorry.

2009-06-14T22:52:00.002+08:00

woohoo!
i'm going on a double date tmr and tues :)
hope it will turn out okay!
update soon :D

Sexy Diamond's DOPE!

2009-06-13T11:20:00.004+08:00

wassup people!
Sexy Diamond is opening today in Singapore
it is their first outlet in Singapore so do head down to Heeren to support them
trust me, their stuffs are dope!
here's a video of Sexy Diamond
whatever the crew in the video are wearing
its all from SEXY DIAMOND!
so if you like it, go to Heeren level 3 and take a look :)
they have this limited edition tee for singapore only!
SEE YA PEEPS!

2009-06-09T17:05:00.004+08:00

have been watching movies nowadays

i think i'm gonna be broke for this week
and its only tues!
haha!
gonna go and prepare for the Butter Factory event tonight
still not too late for you to get tickets now
just head to Butter Factory@One Fullerton
tickets at door will be 25bucks :)
door opens at 9.30pm till late
ticket inclusive of 1 free drink :D
its gonne be fun!
DANCE DANCE DANCE!
DRINK DRINK DRINK!
well, i promise someone not to get drunk
i hope i don't, really!
gonna meet weiling, bunny, joe and daniel
nick says maybe he's coming
i hope he come lah!
its been long since i hang out with him.
IMY!!!
haha!
tmr will be contemp camp
ohhhhhhh
am excited for it!
i miss dancing with the girls
gonna meet Suzanna first before going in
we are gonna go during the foundation class i think
its gonna be fun!
and tiring!
i have to rush for remedial tmr morning which means i only get 3-4hours of sleep
then go back home, pack and go for camp
the second day still must go for mr sia remedial at 1pm
ZOMG!
kill me with the tiredness manzxzxzxz!
i don't think i will be blogging till sunday so yeah ........
T.T.Y.L!

am excited for butter fact, dance camp, EVERYTHING!

2009-06-06T12:54:00.000+08:00

gonna go meet Jaslyn now
BYE!

ily

2009-06-04T22:00:00.002+08:00

i can't get the thought out of my mind
i miss you so much
you will be away for three days but it seemed like zillion years to me
i'm speechless
still waiting for your call at 11
how i wish i can hear your voice now!
and jaslyn ...... I LOVE YOU BIG BIG OKAY!
see, i blog about you :D
anyway, still hoping that time could fly for tomorrow
cause today is a looooonnngggggg miserable day for me

i'm missing you .....

2009-06-04T07:00:00.002+08:00

gonna go boot camp now

i will miss you.

2009-06-02T21:42:00.002+08:00

had boot camp today
utterly boring
my brain oozing out of my head already
too much information ah
i can't stand this for another 3 days
its bore bored boring!
found out something
hahah, i hope i am given a chance to murder someone without being charged
YOU will be the first that i will kill!
haha!
whatever
aman and nab has talked me to not care about whatever she does
i will try alright!
haha!

if only, if only you love me more, love me as much as i love you .....

2009-05-31T00:56:00.003+08:00

had achievers day yesterday

it was fun
the SYF dance we did turned out great :D
what can i say?
it started out perfect and now, it ended perfect too
its my last performance in the school so i am actually quite sad about it
cried like some b*tch after i performed
went to WCP with some girls and guys
moooooooooody!
haha!
that's what someone said.
today's emerge was a bomb yaw!
the O school dancers was dope!
after church, went to suntec
watched Night At The Museum 2
FUNNY!
haha
and its like finally we catched a movie
hmm ...........
went home after chilling at Esplanade :)
had a great time today

i believe your presence is within me

2009-05-27T19:20:00.002+08:00

some pig told me to update ...............
had dance for 4 days
okay, BYE!

back off, ass!

2009-05-21T21:05:00.001+08:00

i am worried sick now !
ahhhhhhhh !

2009-05-21T20:11:00.002+08:00

bad day for the happy me
my results are like sh*t so don't bother asking me :)
i am going to start studying in the June holiday
seriously !
had achievers day rehearsal today
i have to get my stamina back yaw !
i miss SYF dance !
it was disastrous though .......
i nearly fell cause i tripped on this curtain thing .
there was a totally screwed up part .
i forgot some steps .
sat is going to be a busy day for me
dance , church and SENTOSA !
woohoo !
its gonna be fun yaw :D

you don't even know how very special you are .

2009-05-20T21:54:00.002+08:00

he is busy with his stuff
i am doing nothing on the comp
me is bored .
bored is me .
crazy crazayeee CRAZIEST !

2009-05-20T20:07:00.004+08:00

STEPHEN LANGDOWN !

i am super sorry for not being at cineleisure to support you guys alright
i know i said i will be there but i am not
and about the msg
i read it then i didn't reply cause mr sia looking ah
i am really sorry
i promise to make it up for you eh :)
all the best for Preamble's upcoming performance !

it feels so true .

2009-05-18T23:32:00.002+08:00

Sentosa today suck ..............
it was raining lah !
no sun = no fun !
went there for a while and just dip my body into the sea :)
not even tan for one bit ah .
gonna go again on sat
woohoo !
gonna drink and all
but still have to go church first !

2009-05-17T16:06:00.003+08:00

my sis is having a Butter Factory event !

26th May @ Butter Factory
address below :
One Fullerton
1 Fullerton Road,
#02-02/03/04
Singapore 049213
tickets @ 22bucks for pre-sale
if you buy at the door (on the event day itself) its 25bucks
its a mix age event but you have to be above 16 to get in
16 applies that your birthday is already over before 26th May
there will be a little competition
prizes to be won includes ipod shuffle and topshop vouchers
contact me or your ticket now :)
invite more friends in !
for more info , mail me at huimin_luv@hotmail.com

2009-05-16T23:49:00.000+08:00

went to church and then to Suntec/Marina to catch a movie
Angles and Demons is always full/selling fast !
ass !
so we decided to go esplanade to chill around instead of catching a movie
idk what to say but i think you should know how happy i felt
my day was great , really really great :D
tomorrow is the last day of exams
going to Sentosa with the girls after that
woohoo !
can't wait yaw !
it's been so longggggggggg !
haha ! alright :)
gotta go study for my last paper

hope its not the end .

2009-05-16T11:41:00.002+08:00

tags reply :
Bunny : yeah , it is :)
WEILING : ya , that song :)
Krishaaa : helloooooo ! and i am not crazy :P
johnny : huh ? tsk tsk what ? haha .
yonne : aiyo , wish me happy mothers day like i very old like that luh . yeah , i am okay :) don't worry about mama :D
NABILAH : ahhhhh , not old ah ! i am not old ! i am young mother ! haha .
Jan : ohhhh , jan jan ! imy too :) haha . okay , sure sure . will do tomorrow ah , sorry :D

2009-05-02T23:38:00.003+08:00

Why do you have to be so cute ?
its impossible to ignore you .
Must you make me laugh so much ?
It's bad enough we get along so well .

HAPPY MUGGING PEOPLE !

2009-04-25T22:07:00.004+08:00

i am upset
i am really upset
i am really really upset
i am really really really upset
i am really really really really upset
i am really really really really really upset
i am really really really really really really upset
i am really really really really really really really upset
i am really really really really really really really really upset
i am really really really really really really really really really upset
i am upset because you lied to me
i am upset because i trusted you
i am upset because you treated me like a fool !

i am speechless ...................

2009-04-25T12:05:00.002+08:00

BITCH BITCHING BITCHES !
haha , whatever !
gonna prepare and meet up with Jaslyn to go church :)
heard that there will be a bazaar going on
but i am gonna head for the flea @ Home Club
i think by the time i reached there its already .............
just gonna head there to meet Weiling and Meiying uh .
i am friggin hungry uh !
wanna eat like some pigs .

if a song could get me you .

2009-04-24T21:49:00.002+08:00

had my F&N practical today
totally wrecked havoc at my table
and end up having a damn miserable time clearing all the stuff
its can be said successful cause the teachers only took picts and not TASTING IT !
Ms Yeo tried the dish i have most confidence in , Dory Fish Potato Cake .
she said its not badly done :)
glad to hear that uh .
and i am damn bored now
don't feel like doing any homework !
BOREDOM KILLS BRAIN CELLS !
so please stop sleeping and text me , somebody !

Ladies never lose composure

2009-04-21T21:25:00.003+08:00

I AM HIGH ON DRUGS NOW !!!!!!!!!!
i love you Jaslyn :)

2009-04-21T20:58:00.002+08:00

will post up sat picts when i get it all from Jaslyn alright :)
and i will definitely not elaborate what happened on sat
toooooo messed up and screwed up !
so ........
i missed dance ..... ALREADY !
i know its like weird for me for miss dance but i am not really used to it
maybe that's why uh
the seniors have stepped down and i am the first to miss it already !
SAD !
gonna do this eCareer thing if not i will get fined fined fined uh !

i'm a sad sad girl
in a sad sad world
its not a happy happy thing
if you leave me .

2009-04-20T19:52:00.000+08:00

not gonna blog much about what happened
it sucks you know
idk whether i should say xinyi is too kind or she is just treating her as a "friend"
c'mon lah
we know how she treated you but you are treating her 100times better than her she does
she is not worth alright !
all she want is money
if i were you , perhaps i would just try money at her face and watch her picked it up like some beggars lah
i think i have nothing much to say cause mostly its on meiying's and weiling's blog
but XINYI !
wake up and see how she treat you before you give in to whatever she says alright ?

2009-04-18T10:37:00.002+08:00

yesterday was International Friendship Day !
danced and all
finally , my busy schedule is off !
now i have to catch up with my studies and prepare for MYE
after that will be achievers day
gonna choreograph another dance with the girls :)
went out to meet Xinyi , Stephen , Jon and Jun Liang at vivo
Xinyi did her shopping and she spent like 100plus !
around 6pm , Stephen and Jon went for jamming session
Jun Liang went home , he was really tired !
Xinyi and I went to meet Weiling , Nick and Arm at AMK Hub
went for this church BBQ thing
then cabbed home
text till i fall asleep !
ahhhhh , SORRY !
i was really tired uh .

i met somebody cute and funny

2009-04-15T19:56:00.003+08:00

Krisha is not inside !!!

tomorrow is SYF !

well , i am pretty nervous .
i am thinking of ways to not be nervous , but i can't
oh gosh , i need to calm down !
Mr Eugene asked me whether i have the confidence
obviously YES ! :)
i have the confidence but i am nervous at the same time .
Pray hard that we will get Gold ! :D
after SYF , still have to go back school to do the dance for Friday's International Friendship Day
tiring week man
my homework is piling up
everything is undone O.O
i need a peaceful day for my homework !
got fined today , left with no money to eat my dinner .
haha ! bad day uh :D
hope that tomorrow will be better , a lot better :)
still going for lesson after SYF
so ......
GOD ! PLEASE BLESS ME THAT THE TEACHERS WILL NOT ASK FOR MY HOMEWORK !!!!!!!!
haha ! okay , gonna go do some homework before i sleep
and and !
i am waking up at 4AM "later" .
SH*T right !
i have to bath and prepare then wait for krisha's call
AHHHHH ! TIRING DAY !

wish that i can see your face

2009-04-13T22:34:00.002+08:00

take good care of yourself , Suzanna !

If everything was everything

But everything is over
Everything could be everything
If only we were older

nothing else i can say .

2009-04-12T20:44:00.003+08:00

tags reply :
Bunny: awwww , thanks ! you not emo kiddo lah ! i don't wanna be emo and i am fine now :)
^Doug: yeah yeah , i agree . she is not emo luh ! only other people think she is emo :D
Pork: i think its better for her to go to church , at least she will become pure white bunny ! SINLESS !
NABILAH: hey ! what you said was kinda true you know , but i just do their hoemwork so that he can shut his mouth and stop demanding me :s
Bunny: HOOOOOLLLLLLYYYYYYY ! me is holy too !

2009-04-12T20:27:00.005+08:00

went for Groove in the west

the groups that qualified were dope man !
Joyce and the Boys won first !
Sushi was second ! woohoo !
and third is freekzy nutz :)
walked to the bus stop with suzanna and bryle
she went to meet her mum and its left to the two of us
she said we could take 285 to clementi
but after while , we realised that there were no 285 at that bus stop
suzanna bluff lah ! haha ! joke !
took 189 in the end and talked stuff with him
reached clementi and he went to cut his hair
i went home cause i really wanna sleep and do my homework !
that's all .
bye .

talk to me please !

2009-04-11T23:53:00.002+08:00

had contemp dance in the morning

after that was maths focus

met jaslyn and changed to meet weiling and meiying
joe meet up with us too
the girls are taking damn long to meet us so jaslyn and i went over to plaza sing first
we were heading to the flea yesterday
yes ! the flea titan !
not really nice though
its so stuffy and packed .
stalls were placed too closed to each other and the air-con doesn't seemed to be switched on
its so friggin' hot !
went to eat at plaza sing
then Xinyi came over from clarke quay to meet us
chilled and decided to head to clarke quay to find
jon , jun liang , stephen , adelaide and guosha
when we were there , jon is already drunk !
that crazy guy
he spout lots of nonsense on that day
yeah , lots of them and he was damn funny
the rest were not as drunk as him but they went for a second round at yello jello !
me , jaslyn , weiling and meiying got kicked out
prolly cause we look YOUNG !
sad that we didn't drink but its a good thing right
at least we look young and not old :)
next sat is gonna be another drinking night with them
this time i confirm can drink cause stephen is helping me :D
so excited !
seriously , being with them when most of them were drunk and all is really funny
you will laugh your ass off , LIKE ME !
reached home , bathed , continue texting and off to the bed !

i don't know , i am wondering ...........

2009-04-09T21:06:00.003+08:00

my emotions have been going up and down nowadays
i could be happy in this very moment
and the next ...........
i am EMOOOOOOOOO !
i don't wanna be emo kiddo lah !
save me , SOMEBODY !
nothing much happened these few days except having dance and i am freaking tired now !
i hate MR ALVIN TAN !
who the hell you think you are to demand the students to do your homework ?
although i don't listen in class but please go around and ask the other teachers alright
i always pass up my homework on time and have not been fined for any homework
so please shut up and F off !
who do you think you are to say " you all better freaking hell do my homework!"
don't treat us like your dog okay !
first you tell us to stand , sit , stand , sit !
I THINK DOG ALSO NOT SO OBEDIENT LAH !
ass !
i am going to do the homework so shut up and stop demanding me !
i hate people demanding me
was damn pissed today but i am happy after that :)
oh oh !
i saw the dance ensemble SYF dance !
BEAUTIFUL ! AWESOME ! SUPERB !
they are so neat and the song they used is 7mins long !

is it me or am i being too sensitive?

2009-04-07T19:11:00.003+08:00

i have a facebook account ! can you believe it !?
can you believe it ?
the girls told me to create one so yeah , CREATED !
i find this song lyrics really meaningful to me
so yeah ....... HERE GOES NOTHING !

You're always falling in disguise
And always quick to compromise
This is the end of what we planned
We're not falling in love
We're just falling apart
This is how the beat goes
This is how the beat drops
All this time is wasted pretending we're in love
But that's alright cause you know
I love being with you and seeing you cry
So don't let go
Well don't let go, no
Don't let go.

i don't know why my life is so damn screwed up
SERIOUSLY !
and girls , its really hard for me
its hard and i am trying my very best !
sorry for all the paranoiac attitude i had today :(
and nab nab , PLEASE CHEER UP !
i am getting better and i hope you can get better too :D
i love you kay !
i give you me heart too (♥)

2009-04-05T19:43:00.005+08:00

idk !
i am damn confused now .
nab nab ! i love you !
you kept listening to me and i kept trashing you with all my rubbish shit stuff which i can't decide all by myself
so ......
yesterday was Danceworks .
the girls have to go for contemp first before going to watch the guys
Mrs Chng release us at 12 and we changed to meet Bryle and co.
went to clarke quay
cam-whored !
cannot post the picts now cause its all in Jaslyn's camera
Danceworks was DOPE !
Jaslyn , Ian , Bryle and i was laughing at some weird Indian man
haha ! it was damn funny !
the results were out and the guys got second and the energizer award
not bad guys ! at least its a second place :)
look at the positive side yeah :D
went to Central for some LJS after all the screaming
i thought i would get sore throat today cause i scream my lungs out and ate fried stuff
haha ! god must be blessing me man , i didn't get it :)
went to town with Jaslyn to meet Bunny , Meiying , Weiling for a while
then to Vivo to meet the dance girls
chill around the area
and its was unbelievable that the guys also went to Vivo till Bryle told me
haha , what a coincedence right !
chill around and went home
had a dream that feel so real and true
its as though it will happen or happened in my life
nab knows about it
what should i do ?
i told you i am confuse .................

can't keep you out of my sight ..............